& put your footprints on // 5:46 PM &

ya its me again... of coz its me coz its me blog... lol* anyway, damn bored again... wanna rattle bout relationship probz again... see her, wanna talk, but donno wat to talk... when in a conversation, hope tt can chat for a long period of time.. halfway through, out of topic and the conversation ended.. became very quiet again... wat can i do...

the feeling is still as strong as ever... haven dropped alittle at all but increasing instead.. ask myself y, i donno y.. who got the answer?? no one other than god.. [i think]..

its kind of miserable when u do not dare to approach her. Only dare to hide behind a wall and admire her secretly... sufferring in silence though.. this feeling really sux... the feeling of scared being rejected is too strong, cant lift up my own courage... S I-B E I-S I A N la...

shall i forget bout her? i think i should.. BUT............................ I............... Cant.................... =(

wa... juz got myself a tag board and WHO IS TT TRICIA... kNN.. anyhow put... wat miss me... i donno even know who the phuck are u... cock sia...

Never give up...


& put your footprints on // 7:16 PM &

itS kinda late now... 3.15 am and i'm still not asleep.. notthing to do then thought of updating my blog.. ya.. life is really boring at times... always wanted a partner but cant find...

there is this person tt i'm very interested in.. but juz couldn't bring myself to approach tt person.. i always thought to myself, y am i so scared to approach tt person.. whenever i logged into msn and saw tt person online, i always wanted to chat with tt person.. but we will have nothing to chat about if we everyday chat... so i choose not to talk instead.. who knows if tt person might find me irritating.. i nv know.. zzz

each time i browse thru tt person friendster, i will be lookin thru the pics of tt person.. the feeling juz tend to get stronger ya.. but i can do nothing much since i'm such a coward... everyday, tt person image will float in my mind.. only can think and nothing much... guess this is wat ppl mean when they say they miss someone.. now i really xperience the true meaning of missing someone... haix..... **sigh** =(

Never give up...


& put your footprints on // 9:30 PM &

This is Me lo.. smart??? 

Never give up...


& put your footprints on // 2:50 PM &

heyZ peePz.. finally i'm updating miiiiiiiii blog... got time to update, i lazy.. no time to update, due to study or some other thing... come to think of it.. last week was mi common test week.. and the last last week was mi study break.. but i waster the entire week... wat the F**K la... knn.. then last monday AEL(Analogue Electronics) paper. was struggling throughout the test.. left the common test hall with a foolish smile, knowing that i might not make it.. *sighhhh* came out of the common test hall, check answer with mi friend and mi txt book.. OMG!!! so Much careless anD stuPID mistake... then became MOODY since then...

guEss the AEL paper was a wake up call or mi... begin to rush for other subject... rush/chiong/pia for other three subject... hoping for the best since i have already "flunk" one subject...

got back mi results on tuesday(8/2/2005)... rest was ok.. but mi AEL got ;ast in class.. carefully browse thru the ppr, i notice tt careless mistake is the result of this beautiful mark.. **lol** anyway, its over... strive harder for exam and achieve mi aim/dream/goal to enter avionivs electronics.. muZ jia yoU liaoz lo.. (",)(",)

Never give up...