Sunday, October 29, 2006
Saturday was a great day la! went for DB training in the afternoon.. row row and row.. got the feel.. damn shiok!! ahha.. oh ya.. went to watch movie on friday then i came across this lollipop machine outside golden village.. its 1 for one dollar!! wa lao.. cheat money wan la.. one lollipop one dollar.. 50 cent already so X.. 1 dollar.. diao.. i can buy 3 of them outside la..
anyway, went to suntec and eat.. there was no seat left.. then we waited.. finally gt one available table, when chin chong was gonna stick his ass down, one aunty just zoom in with a kid.. chin chong, bernard and i gt stunt.. nvm.. she gt a kid and a big family.. give in to her.. then there was this guy with his family, taking his own blardy sweet time eating the fish.. wa lao.. u see ppl waiting, u chop chop eat and go liao ma.. buay pai sae wan, slowly use spoon to scrap the fish meat from the bone, slowly use chopstick to pick up every small bits of fish and eat.. kanna.. see liao buay tahan, make me du lan.. good mood become du lan.. freak tt guy la.. !@#$%^
then finally jeremy found a free table, half of us went over to seat.. then proceeded on to order our food.. went to order the duck rice.. gt the tray, wanted to carry the bowl of hot soup down. the damn soup scalded my hand.. kena my shirt, hand and leg.. sian diao.. carry the food back to the table to eat.. then the table got alot of dishes left over from the previous ppl.. i saw the cleaner opposite, therefore i transferred all those plates over.. i already in bad mood, she still give me the F face and show me hand signs to stop, ask me don put over.. is like.. hello, the table gt so many big plates, how are we supposed to put our own food and eat properly.. kanna u at one spot, i pass to u for u to clear, cannot meh.. die die must walk over to our table and clear.. straight like a ruler la.. 3 unhappy things happen in 1hr.. wa kao.. but after tt i cool down liao.. was wandering y i so dulan.. haha.. back to normal again.. =D
went to esplanade roof terrace and listen to live band.. tok cock at the same time.. the ambience nt bad.. nice view.. i think if the life band nt there, with a quiet ambience, will be better.. ahha.. went home after tt.. prepare for tml training and DB!! hohoho!!
Never give up...
Saturday, October 28, 2006
today was damn great la.. need nt go for attachment.. able to claim my OFF for last saturday deepavali.. slp until i happy for today.. but some bad dreams woke me up.. the dreams are like so dumb la.. dream tt i'm on high tide and went into a toilet at NP, then inside this cubicle gt this old man, i think is a lecturer.. when i push open the door, his head lean on my chest donno for wat, then i push his darn head away.. i cant hold it anymore and begin to do my business.. then he suddenly ask me about kinematics and about the length of the wood above the toilet.. then i can feel the damn pressure he is exerting on me but i cant move coz haven finish with my business.. i keep pray and pray till the old man was gone.. i walk out of the toilet with jelly legs.. after which, i woke up from the dream.. so dumb lo.. spoil my beauty slp.. LOL!
was chatting to addie this morning then she happen to update her blog after class.. and i realised i gt a new nick.. LC == low class.. wat sia.. i'm not lors.. don anyhow say! haha.. went to gym in the afternoon.. cant run due to rain.. sadded..
then in the evening, met up with junda and richard to watch movie.. intially was one movie, then it became a movie marathon.. watch one after another.. the first one was sinking of japan.. the show nt bad la.. gt one scene inside the tent,
The girl ask:" can you make love to me"
The guy replied:"i can't do it now"
The girl:"WHY NOT?"
so dumb la.. the whole cinema is filled with laughter.. haha..
got another part whereby the girl see the guy off for the last time.. the scene i think abit not good.. coz she shld have stand there and watch the helicopter take off and fly away before she ride the bike away.. but she just ride the bike straight away after the guy went into the helicopter.. if i am the director, i will do it my style.. i think looks more romantic.. HAHA!!!
next movie is THE GUARDIAN.. the boot camp part is nice lo.. see the way they train really damn tough! i think i will be the first few to be kick out.. LOL.. hmmm, the ending is quite sad.. tears roll down from my eyes when the senior chief sacrifice himself.. i too EMO liao.. ahha.. i never realise the importance or existence of US coast guard till i watch this show.. i think they r more elites than those US marines.. =x for those search and rescue ppl.. **salute them** the movie ends with a quote.. "So Others May Live".. damn great! anyway, i don mind watching it again.. to me, this show is nice! =)
erm.. i think i can forget totally forget you coz i have 'kan kai' already.. and i'm certainly moving on! anyway, thats all for today.. tml is DB training.. i wanna row better tml! i will strive on! hohoho =) **grins
Never give up...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
today went for attachment as usual.. then at around 10+, captain koh came to our cubicle and say :" ni men bei complain liao".. tt means we kena complain.. wtf sia.. kena caught for playing games and watchin movie.. khong leng la.. play game still insist on turning the volume on.. then the screen face outside somemore.. all people who wanna go drink water can see what he doing.. -.-" i only play one round after my work lo.. at least i gt slant away the screen and off volume.. the email from LOTB ask how is our project going and on two occasion, found us play game and watch movie.. the movie oso not i bring wan lo.. and last time khong leng waanted to watch.. nt like i can really stop.. then i end up watching tgt with him.. the image in front of those captain and officers all gone liao.. damn sian after hearing the news and reading the email.. but i suspect is my our branch people who lodge a complaint cux i nv really see other branch ppl or other unfamiliar ppl stepping into office when we were carrying out those "LEGAL" activities.. damn bullshit.. nxt time i gonna screw him if he do any of this dumb things..
everynight i ahve been sleeping at 1.45.. then the lack of sleep effects finally struck me.. for yesterday and today, early in the morning.. i could hardly type two sentences.. after a few word, i gt so tired that i need to rest for a few minutes.. woke up and continue to type.. after a few words, eyes closing again.. the process goes over and over again and i need to ensure that i nv type any wrong information.. sian.. i gonna have my basic discipline to slp early.. i don like the 'wanna fall asleep' feeling.. screw myself..
went to training after attachment today.. the running part ok la.. still trying to gain back my stamina.. my treps.. still very sour.. due to monday's gym.. din get to gym much though..
i saw her today.. i am suppose to forget bout her.. but each time i saw her, my mind will start to think.. i walk pass u and treat u transparent.. i nv talk to u.. i nv greet u.. but in my mind.. everything is opposite.. ur not transparent to me.. i really wan to talk to u and communicate like normal friend.. but somehow there is barrier in me.. i don dare to.. u wont know how i feel and think.. or maybe u will just think that why am i so dao or watever.. my mind is thinkin.. but my body wont move.. sighh..
Never give up...
Saturday, October 14, 2006
well well well.. yesterday went to watch world trade center with JD.. fell asleep during the first 30min.. not really fall asleep but semi conscious.. too tired liao la.. nt the show boring.. waste my own money.. the show actually not bad le.. peepz who haven watch, can go and watch.. ahha.. towards the end, can hear ppl cry.. as in the sound come from their nose la.. and some action like station the hand on teh face there, prepare to wipe off the tears.. i donno how to describe.. LOL.. then i tell JD tt gt ppl cry in this show, he keep quiet.. u know y? i found out the answer after readin his blog.. coz his own eyes are wet too.. HAHAHAH.. but my eyes oso wet la.. i watch movie very emo de lo.. but for this show, my eyes only wet.. no tears flow down..
today went down to NUS again to test the program.. FINALLY ar!!! 4 out of 5 scenario correct.. can proceed to stage 2 liao... more complicating things coming up.. attachment is fun, boring, interesting, tiring, troublesome and cool.. lol..
i gonna die soon.. sleep at 1.45am, wake up at 6.20am everyday.. i need slp.. SLEEP!!! SLEEP!!!
Never give up...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
waa... after so long, i finally came to clear up all the spider webs on my blog.. lol.. anyway, many things happen each and everyday but i lazy to log in and update.. if only i can sign into blogger in my office, i surely will keep posting my post de, coz too bored.. attachment life sure sucks.. see people face, eat and grow fat, sleep when you want, try to complete the project given, can leave early then try to leave without fail and many more.. no clearance to touch this and that which resulted in all this things.. no clearance then still go to that place for wat?? help the company to raise its electricity bill? cant bring in labtop due to the fact that we are civilians.. but hello.. the project you gave to us, most of the time requries labtop and we have got no access to mindef internet.. how the *toot* are we suppose to do our job. you told us your project is last priority as the captain's project come first, but after 3 weeks and we nv produce anything, u show us face. wat crap lo.. although we are using ur labtop caused you ask us to use it for oyur project and DONT MIND WE USING FOR CAPTAIN'S PROJECT, then don show us black face then. so much for attachment..
today i used the excuse of meeting Mr yee for discussion on 555 timer circuit and went back to school.. went to watch movie in library after tt.. i found this dvd, "hamburger hill" and decided to watch it, since its a war movie that i haven't watch before.. it is rated M18 and i need to fill up a small green form to declare that i am 18. before he takes the dummy cover from me and retrieve the original disc, he say:
Librarian: can i see your ID pls
ME: *takes out driving license and show him
***after 3minutes
Librarian: oh ok.. (walks inside to retrieve the dvd)
this is like what crap lo.. see driving license liao means is 18 and above liao wat.. still take so long, trying to find my birthday and think 2006 - 1987 = 19.. took him so long to figure out.. diao.. -.-"
then he told me, M-18 show restricted to station 13 and 14 only.. caused cannot let other ppl see.. another crap.. qutie a few m18 movies but only 2 station available.. but library getting more and more open ar.. i see the m18 show, can see the girl half naked wan.. nv delete the scenes or wat so ever.. soon the library will be flooded with all this original show with no deleted scene.. jsut a matter of time ya..
sometimes i really wonder, am i really a weakling.. that gives in so much to my friends.. people show me face only, i talk nicely back.. can that be consider the good side of me? or people will see it the other way round and think that i am good to bully or just a clown.. but let me tell you people.. the reason i don wan to xia lan back or talk back is because i don want to have quarrel or conflicts between each other.. you want to win, i let you win.. if i'm at fault, i apologise and know where i stand. i have been thinking about this issue for quite sometime.. how long more can i tolerate this kind of things.. if u want to joke with me, its ok, i can take it.. so far i'm awrites.. but don take me for granted... a balloon can be blow till quite big.. but it burst when u over do it..
dont't fuck around with me or i'll fuck you..
Never give up...
