Wednesday, March 15, 2006
today...................... feel so sian + moody + no mood.. 2 rounds of campus run, make me run till almost Knock out.. was able to complete and catch up with everyone till the very last 400m, when everyone was running on the track while i almost black out.. freaking weak... who to blame? no one but myself, for not training hard.. has been such a long time since i run till gonna black out.. i don like today performance.. totally sucks. the push up, dips, flutter kick,, crunches, all i am able to complete.. only the running part makes me completely turn off.. actually is because i cant hang on to the end(left 400m) and also my stamina lose to junior polo girls.. they can keep up with the pace while i cant. wtf.. senior liao, stamina still lose to junior polo girls.. sigh.. suck man.. i lost to HER in stamina.. i lose out to HER in the run. its time for me to wake up liao.. give me a rock now and let me bang on it. so tt i can always remind myself to WAKE UP MY BLOODY IDEA. fook myself la.. next time, i'm not gonna lag behind!!!
WEAK <--- this word very suitable for me. screw myself.. i'm a weak fark.
Never give up...