woke up in the morning.. was raining.. very cold... nothing to do, i went back to sleep as i got training later in the afternoon.. woke up again at 1200.. was still raining.. i msg dennis.. ask him got go down anot.. no reply.. i call him once, nv pick up.. call him twice, nv pick up..was thinking maybe he forgot to bring his phone.. or some other reason.. ok nvm.. i scared he go there alone, so i decided to go down.. even if he is not there, i can ask juniors if they got see him anot.. get myself changed, packed my stuff and went out with an umbrella.. reached kallang mrt at 1.25.. i was late... but the strange thing is tt y he nv call.. normally if i'm late, he will call adna sk where am i.. then i walk to SDBA.. walk and walk.. my whole pants drenched.. got umbrella == no have.. then i reached SDBA.. saw wei qiang talkin to cher.. ok.. i walk in... i saw everyone. all standing around the rack.. then i saw dennis.. he told me he finish training already... and say he forgot to tell me that he go for morning slot.. then i was like.. oh ok.. so who will row boat with me now.. then clemence walk to me.."hey liang... u come for wat.." the weather was cold.. but as i talk him, tell him y i come and who will row with me, my farkin face feel so hot, like got the burning sensation.. so obvious.. lim peh du lan.. then i nv talk much.. wanna turn and go already, dennis say got jun sheng and lex.. maybe they will come.. i called them.. both of them say not coming.. then i tell myself.. wow.. its time to go home.. greaT.. bid every farewell and i leave.. i slowly walk to kallang mrt station, the wind blow and blow... now my bag also wet..
as i was walking, i think..today i saw an airplane take off from sdba... and its flying high.. wat airway was that? it was pangseh airway.. i donno y i feel so du lan.. u can say i'm petty, coz liek tt oso du lan.. whatever.. i don care.. went to tiong bahru.. bought two gundam to satisfy myself.. just wanna vent my anger by buying things... after tt, went to wait for my parents at tiong bahru bus stop.. they saw me and ask... "y ur face so black..." i nv reply.. just say i BU shuAng.. after eating lunch, feeling better... du lan oso no use... for fuck.. just let it be.. friend and teammate after all.. he did apologise after all.. anyway everything is back to normal now.......................................