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Diving
Thursday, June 01, 2006
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yohoooooooooooooooooo.. today onwards, i am MR LKK.. mr lok kok kia.. everything no change de.. tired of many things.. anyway, today went for driving revision.. i got the instructor i want, but i disappoint him toda.. sigh

the moving off was very good, no engine vibrating, no nothing... just move off smoothly.. then the first obstacle, turn at point 3 and do a S course.. tt one still ok.. but after tt, problems start to appear.. then direction changing was bad, always misjudge.. either stop too early or stop too late.. hmmm.. i must master it.. the circuit was still "OK".. my parking was alright.. then he say right turn adn go to main road..

turn left and out to main road, he ask me to turn right.. i signal and speed up. first mistake he tell me, red light further in front, y u increase ur acceleration by so much. then i slow down and wait for the turn. went to teck whye there to drive around. donno y, my reaction like so slow. a bus is coming out from the bus stop, i still pick up speed, wanting to go ahead. he told me off and so i slow down gradually. the bus move off and i was behind it. once again, i step on the accelerator again. this time is a down slope and the car was moving fast. the bus was infront and my slow reaction caused the instructor to break in hard for me.. wat the hell.. he keep saying," i donno y u must go so fast".. sigh.. i tot the remaining journey i could pls him, but no. during turn, i always last minute then shift down gear to turn. i turn with leg on brake(coz speed too fast) or leg on clutch(coz too late down gear) and he say wrong. he keep saying again,"i donno y u must do things at the last minute." sigh again.. at the super long slope, i stop at the stop line, pull up handbrake, signal right and prepare to go.. everything was rdy BUT i forgot to change from gear 2 to gear 1.. so dumb lor.. then the car die on the slope.. zzz.. like tt oso can forget.. fish man

for turning from main rd to side rd, i again reduce speed and down gear too late.. i reach the point, just turn without braking.. then resulted in a wide turning.. wa.. i feel very bad.. y suddenly become so noob.. as if its my first few lesson on road.. shit man.. then after tt rd, went back to main rd again.. he ask me to do a U turn.the U turn was alright. but before the U turn, he tell me," you make feel like going back to the circuit. coz u nv give me the sense of secure and steadiness". i hear liao i sian 3/4.. then i tell myself i wanted to drive properly. then finally i did a nice stop in fron tof the red light. from gear 4 to gear 1.. when reaching bbdc, he ask me to turn in, but gt car on my right, i cannot get in.. and there is a bus broke down infront.. so many haazards.. sian.. i miss the turn.. zzz.. then went on to bukit batok ave.. can see tt his blood gonna boil.. but bo bian.. then drive, mistake again.. mistake and mistake.. dumb.. few minutes before lesson end, the "debrief", he tell me the last few session he took me was ok, but today was horrible.. my bad.. and i apologise.. hais.. if continue liddat, can die in tp liao.. hais..

went to the bus stop after tt to wait for bus, those NB-CB smoker cant stop smoking.. the whole bus stop all smoke.. the light at the bus stop shine downwards, can see how concentrated the smoke is.. then one dickhead keep talking on his phone with a cigarette on his hand.. smoke and talk.. make me become a farking passive smoker.. CB dickhead.. lucky bus come early.. zzz.. sian diao lor..

sad life and sad day for lok kok kia(me).. zzz T_T


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