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post after one month.. ahha
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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waa... after so long, i finally came to clear up all the spider webs on my blog.. lol.. anyway, many things happen each and everyday but i lazy to log in and update.. if only i can sign into blogger in my office, i surely will keep posting my post de, coz too bored.. attachment life sure sucks.. see people face, eat and grow fat, sleep when you want, try to complete the project given, can leave early then try to leave without fail and many more.. no clearance to touch this and that which resulted in all this things.. no clearance then still go to that place for wat?? help the company to raise its electricity bill? cant bring in labtop due to the fact that we are civilians.. but hello.. the project you gave to us, most of the time requries labtop and we have got no access to mindef internet.. how the *toot* are we suppose to do our job. you told us your project is last priority as the captain's project come first, but after 3 weeks and we nv produce anything, u show us face. wat crap lo.. although we are using ur labtop caused you ask us to use it for oyur project and DONT MIND WE USING FOR CAPTAIN'S PROJECT, then don show us black face then. so much for attachment..

today i used the excuse of meeting Mr yee for discussion on 555 timer circuit and went back to school.. went to watch movie in library after tt.. i found this dvd, "hamburger hill" and decided to watch it, since its a war movie that i haven't watch before.. it is rated M18 and i need to fill up a small green form to declare that i am 18. before he takes the dummy cover from me and retrieve the original disc, he say:

Librarian: can i see your ID pls

ME: *takes out driving license and show him

***after 3minutes

Librarian: oh ok.. (walks inside to retrieve the dvd)

this is like what crap lo.. see driving license liao means is 18 and above liao wat.. still take so long, trying to find my birthday and think 2006 - 1987 = 19.. took him so long to figure out.. diao.. -.-"

then he told me, M-18 show restricted to station 13 and 14 only.. caused cannot let other ppl see.. another crap.. qutie a few m18 movies but only 2 station available.. but library getting more and more open ar.. i see the m18 show, can see the girl half naked wan.. nv delete the scenes or wat so ever.. soon the library will be flooded with all this original show with no deleted scene.. jsut a matter of time ya..

sometimes i really wonder, am i really a weakling.. that gives in so much to my friends.. people show me face only, i talk nicely back.. can that be consider the good side of me? or people will see it the other way round and think that i am good to bully or just a clown.. but let me tell you people.. the reason i don wan to xia lan back or talk back is because i don want to have quarrel or conflicts between each other.. you want to win, i let you win.. if i'm at fault, i apologise and know where i stand. i have been thinking about this issue for quite sometime.. how long more can i tolerate this kind of things.. if u want to joke with me, its ok, i can take it.. so far i'm awrites.. but don take me for granted... a balloon can be blow till quite big.. but it burst when u over do it..

dont't fuck around with me or i'll fuck you..



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