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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
& put your footprints on // 12:18 AM &


i seriously don like the way i behave during attachment.. fuck is the word the be used. everyday slp and slp.. fuck myself.. i don even have the mood to do the projects.. its only week 11 and i gt 11 more weeks to go.. the initial stage of attachment was fine, i was like a hardworking soul, trying to get things done asap and with quality, asking kn nt to slack off.. now its the opposite way round.. i seriously don like it.. i cant stand my own behaviour!!! na bei.. anyway, went back to school for training.. never really do much though.. i think i really slack too much le.. i need to get back my sense of urgency.. need to know when is it time to slack and when is it time to be serious.. wake up la u dumb fuck..

browse thru those folders that contain pictures, then suddenly tot of something.. haven really taken pictures with francis and JD.. friends for so long.. since sec 1.. been thru shit tgt, have fun and how we disturb other ppl.. those were the past.. but it always stays as nice memory.. maybe the next time we meet up, lets take some pictures and leave some nice memories dudes. as for kel, take good care of urself ya. later u fever till brain damage.. lol.. *touch wood*.. do have a speedy recovery ya.. to all my dearest teammates/friends who are sick, pls take good care of urself too!!

i gt things to say, but i donno how to put it. maybe its a wrong choice again.. am i dumb? i donno.. anyway, i shall nt allow myself to fall any deeper. i draw the thick white line there, i stop there.. the same rule that applies to the traffic. u fail to stop at stopline, u fail the test. in this case, if i fail, i fall deeper. tt's all.. all my dumb logic.. u don understand, nvm.. coz i understand will do.. don ask me wats it about unless u want to be ignored. i will tell u if i want..

nowadays, tears like free one.. emo for awhile and it suddenly flow out.. everything is so wrong.. dear lord, what is happening to me???


LLC the LKK shall fark off now.... and i hope the next day will be a even better day..


Never give up...